didn't go to work. apparently my experiences with horsie (ay ang pangit pakinggan!), just horsing around (mas pangit haha!), left my body pained and bruised. hmmm... i'd rather have body pain than emotional pain... riche is right in warning us that it'll be painful! =(as my friend said, "ano ba yan? madidivi rin lang sa horsie pa! at babae pa si horsie!"... haha the best hirit!and now, i feel like i'm going to have a fever. horsie had nothing to do with the fever. i guess the weather's just not that good - not suitable for human survivor haha...
Selasa, 30 November 2004
Senin, 29 November 2004
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i know i shouldn't have... it was really a big mistake. the sound of raindrops and this certain sequence that passed by my life made me do it, and then i cried. only, there are no tears. isn't that weird? i know i'm crying but my eyes are dry. how could certain people be so unoriginal and cliched in choosing a name? i mean, there are dozens of unused names out there? why use MY pet name? as if you care... as if it matters. well, as i said about a million times... if it makes you happy, it can't be that bad (for you, that is). one thing i know though......
Minggu, 28 November 2004
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to be a kid... is something i'm dying to experience again. we've seen the kids' fascinated faces while playing around with the carabao statues in front of greenbelt church (our meeting place). they're just so adorable! return to innocence...magaganda pero kuripot... said the owner of the inn where we stayed... at least maganda! haha! a deal's a deal, and that is, P1,100 for an overnight stay. we wouldn't have insisted if we didn't have an agreement with the fixer! it's your problem, not ours. bitch! haha! suddenly riche and i were reminded of a...
Sabtu, 27 November 2004
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On the way to tagaytay with two pretty girls, richeand liza.. OP ako haha! Theyre starting to doze offand i always have a hard time sleeping in a movingvehicle.. What else to do but blog.. Three.. Wenoticed how the kada have travelled in threes. Subic:camille, liza, caths. Puerto: liza, caths, ecel (andjames). And now tagaytay.. Hmmm curse daw, liza said.This is cool! I know now how to commute to tagaytay!Sounds like a good getaway when i get fed up. Naaah.Im not that adventurous. But maybe, yeah, i could tryit some time. Geez! The last time i...
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Hay.. On our way to tayuman. Tita pings birthday.Waah! Ang layo! Traffic is kinda bad.. Hay. Anyway,whats good is we will see my adorable niece, lianne.She looks a bit like shan cai. Whats funny is she hasthis mindoro accent because she spent her earlieryears there. Plus she thinks like an adult! Cute kid!Hope i could post some pics later. Tomorrow istagaytay day with college chums. Good way to alter themonotone of my life. If itll be awesome tomorrow, wemight spend the night there. Just look for an innprobably.. If not, then head back home by...
Jumat, 26 November 2004
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hmm... i spend an average of 40 hrs a week with donna. from the time i step into the office, to our hundred-restroom-trips-a-day, breakfast, lunch, afternoon break. and if we go out after office hours, hmm... more bonding time! geez... i guess, i spend most of my awake-hours with her!!! and as if that isn't enough, everyday we still have a wide array of topics to talk about. walang repeat ng topic haha! chika ever! isn't that amazing?no lakads tonight so donna and i decided to go to the world trade center ONLY to purchase loreal products USING...
Kamis, 25 November 2004
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i slept early last night... and now i can't sleep... why?had a 30-min nap at 11pm. susme tama bang mag nap ng 11pm? ang alam ko sa nap e... mga lunch time ganun ba... good luck kung anong oras ako makatulog!found out i have 10 bruises on my legs, mostly on the right hita. 1 lang sa left. talgang binilang ko raw! i don't know where i got them... oh no not another paranoia attack haha! no more!heart beats a little fast na naman. dunno why either. stopped drinking coffee na nga e... tea lang is that bad too?a little bit sad... thinking that it will...
Rabu, 24 November 2004
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actual ym conversation... all characters and situations are not fiction.aldwin: may kilala ka bang sa coke nagwowork ngayon?caths: wala eh bakit?aldwin: naghahanap ako ng commercial ng coke ecaths: yung tito raw ni charaldwin: ano yung tito ni char?aldwin: sa coke nagwowork?caths: ooaldwin: tanong mo nmn kung may commercial sila nung coke... yung maliiit na bottle ng coke na kumakanta ng xmas nacaths: kaya lang may problemacaths: maliit na problema lang namanaldwin: ano?caths: pumanaw na ang tito nyacaths: may kilala ka bang esperitista?aldwin:...
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sleepy head... i wanted to sleep the minute i opened my eyes this morning... my eyes were mere horizontal lines throughout this day haha. darn it... matulog kse nang maaga eh!hmmm... isn't it amazing how it happens? pouring it gradually (but not cautiously) to creatures with still faces... and souls with no voices... beings who offer nothing but comforting words and happy smiles and meaningful expressions - and you expect nothing more but you become so satisfied and fulfilled, as if you had the best pat on your back. fascinating how these could...
Selasa, 23 November 2004
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sleepy again. slept late... i've had too much of the major thing... plus major_friend's making vulgar revelations in my tagboard! haha peace tayo ah!earlier, i went home to "perform some bodily functions" and decided to eat my lunch at home as well. win was there, watching jackass. and i thought maybe it's about time to speak with him again. it's been like 3 weeks? if i'll wait for him to make the first move, ay naku baka mamatay ako nang nde kami nag-uusap...well, i just sat down beside him... slapped his leg (yeah brutal e no! mahina lang...
Senin, 22 November 2004
Minggu, 21 November 2004
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good breakfast over at lolo dan's after the mass. the 70+ yr-old lolo dan still calls his wife "ma"... isn't that the sweetest? hope my family will be like that in the future. hope i'll reach my 70th birthday, be cool and still rock!saw the second most disturbing thing (after the animal-humping-a-man thing) last night. a certain AFP major was "striking" his strikers. he actually video-taped his malicious behaviors with his helpless neophytes... major is macho and gay! major is gwapo and ding!it's another gloomy day! sun's hiding again... all blue...
Jumat, 19 November 2004
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woke up at 11am. had a good chat with camz last night: updates, updates. =) camz, talk to you soon. maybe next week? when all of us are in tagaytay... yeah, from baguio to tagaytay. i hope this one pushes through. =) anyway, it was a blessing that we didn't go to baguio (last night supposedly) 'cause i heard there's this virus there... i forgot the name... i'd call it flu with rashes rather than the scientific-med-hard term... hard to spell and fathom and remember. i'd leave that stuff to jo... hehe! he's the expert... not only in that, but also...
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another friday... =) supposed to meet wendy for either a visit to st. paul or videoke session. di natuloy.i saw a lot of christmas lights along my way home. very fascinating and pleasing to the eyes! plus, there's this special christmasy chill when you wake up in the morning until you close your eyes at night. and i just love it! the season of giving gifts and just being merry and just taking a good rest from work. it's also the season when your...
Kamis, 18 November 2004
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it never fails. i keep on receiving disgusting, disappointing, annoying updates and news regarding something i'd rather forget. i don't look for those. i just sit and live here silently minding my own business. i mean, i don't go out of my way to look for facts that will only hurt and irritate me. they come my way through various means!! my goodness! am i a magnet of negative feedback and vibes? i don't want to see those.i don't want to hear those.i don't want to read those.i don't want to view those. i just want to put it all behind me.i...
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the other night, i accidentally left P200 beside this monitor. the morning after, only P100 is left... another mystery of things just magically disappearing somehow, with the common denominator that is manang...the PS2 issue around here is still fresh since we still don't know if manang had something to do with it. we just accepted the issue as it was, shrugged the negative thought off, and tried to just forget about it. but now... i'm beginning to somehow unintentionally "cultivate" a tiny level of doubt in manang due to the following facts:she...
Rabu, 17 November 2004
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finally... we (with donna, maricor, harbie, thyra, and rico) saw baby allen!!! awww so cute! mommy aileen and daddy abet are so lucky to have their little tabachingching angel. he's 3 months old. he's so chubby (pong pagong?). he's so adorable. he's so bait. didn't even hear him cry. he just stared back blankly at us while we looked like fools trying to get his attention and playing around with him.i bet if he could only tell us how he felt, he'd say "duh! what are you creatures trying to do with me? you're scaring me! you look like weird and mean...
Minggu, 14 November 2004
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it's tested and proven. if you get way too excited over a trip, it won't push through! =( for the past week, this has been my avatar image:overly excited for baguio, i customized my avatar to simulate my would-be look for the trip. i even planned to dress up just like that and strike a pose beside a pony when i get there on the 20th. haha! i have a sweat jacket just like that...ok... until my mom felt some negative vibes over this trip and asked...
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i kind of lost na my momentum for this post... but worth posting 'cause i literally walked and walked for almost 18 hours. now my legs hurt and it feels like they're gonna fall off from my body soon haha morbid.unang walk - ccp and baywalk jog/walk with the pretty and sexy maricor (630-900am)notable notes:the last time i jogged there was about 20 yrs ago... socks: the ones with like fur balls above the heels na uso noon. lemme draw it... there were...
Jumat, 12 November 2004
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This day was ok. Everything was really great until iput myself in a very vulnerable situation: alone in myroom, about to sleep, i turned the radio on, sangalong (yeah, even with erroneous lyrics), andfoolishly entertained some thoughts again. How cant iwhen sad songs invade my nerves? And this doll isstaring right through me? Reading my thoughts. Darnit, she knows, doesnt she? She has this smile thattells me -- I know! --. Turns out shes more loyal tothe giver than to me. I have a weak sense of selfcontrol tonight. I have all the power to turn...
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has her eyes glued on the tv...all day and literally all night!talks and rants with a megaphone voice while i'm watching tv. (off topic: yeah... i've pretty much accepted my role as a constant shock absorber... at least i have the ability to hear and somehow ease others' pains)switches the tv to another channel while i'm watching FRIENDS. heck! i turned my alarm on so i won't fail to watch FRIENDS and she made lipat just when it was about to end; hello! i'm still here!switches the channel to gma to watch the equally annoying mike enriquez. i like...
Kamis, 11 November 2004
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my my... i feel so stressed out today. for starters, i had the weirdest and ugliest dream - about suicide (not mine), blood, and other scary stuff. i actually remember the stale smell of blood from that horrible dream... too heavy to handle for the day.round two, it's almost the time of the month... and i get all depressed and i generally feel unwell and my tummy gets all rumbly and everything from here to there just aches a little and i become just a little bit bratty and pouty and sulky and i just don't stop complaining... hear me?round three,...
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i know everything's just a joke, but why not answer the question? patulan once and for all for wala lang reasons. i'll be as serious hihi and discreet (hell! i should be discreet!) as possible. here are my mostly illogical, unreasonable, but honest reasons...because of the friendster principle aka it's-a-small-world-after-all principlethree's a crowd. four's an army. heck! four?!? totally unbelievable!i still believe you insistently extract something out of me for purely egotistic reasonsyou just love the thought of it. believe me!we have completely...
Selasa, 09 November 2004
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i received the most wonderful gift and insight last night. if it was indeed God who had touched me in my dreams, i thank Him for giving me the gift of forgiveness.now it's my turn to share the gift to someone who's in need of it. and i'm giving it away... sending it his way......
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ok... i have 3 jars of semi-tasteless oatmeal cookies. want some? haha!i remember the first batch (about 2 dozens) i made a few weeks ago tastes almost perfect. that's why i promised a friend i'll give him some when i bake another batch... i added some cutie raisins pa naman on top para di nakakahiyang ibigay... may decor ba.what went wrong? well, the instructions clearly state: 1 cup of firmly packed brown sugar. ooopsss... i forgot to pack it firmly!!!!!! waaaaaaaaah! nooooo!!! OAdummy me! stupid me! ang tabang! who would want to eat tasteless...
Senin, 08 November 2004
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for quite some time now, it's been the same piece of shit. win's not home on time and couldn't be reached. he would often come home very late, or worse on weekends, he'll go home the next day na! brat! text him, call him, what do you know? he doesn't care! we've been too nice... "please call or text us if you'll be late"we've used and abused the power of technology just so he could get in touch with us... lahat na ng text/call collect chuva... name it! and he still has all sorts of excuses! unbelievable!last saturday, after numerous attempts of...
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dear you-know-who-you-are, that was a nice talk. gulat ka no! nagulat din ako. our secrets are safe. we are two lucky bitches ay babes pala hehe mali pa e! at least we got out of it safe and not extremely damaged... haha!let's just take these as blessings in disguise... now i don't want you having second thoughts about it, ok?!? that's something beyond normal and we're not brought in this world to tolerate and nurse the abnormalities of bruised people. that's definitely out of our control. let's not play gods here... clear?you're not alone....
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saw the most fascinating thing over ibc today - photocatalyst technology in japan. if i remember it right, titanium oxide is used to coat the surface of ceramic tile or glass. once light touches the surface, any trace of dirt is wiped clean... now that's what i call a NEAT technology! some buildings are coated with the solution and every morning, upon the rising of the sun, presto! spic and span! even annoying traces of water droplets become invisible after a rain... ang shor...
Sabtu, 06 November 2004
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this is quite an interesting topic... saw it at y speak in abscbn.i caught a few lines from the debaters:love before sex:what difference do we have with animals if you have sex without love?love is commitment and you don't just sleep with people you don't lovesex is done for the purpose of pro-creation, therefore it should be done by people in love, who have pure intentionssex before love:sa panahon ngayon, be practical! dapat sex muna nang sex bago mo malaman kung love mo sya (caths says: duh! mukang wala lang syang maisip na masabi haha)as long...
Jumat, 05 November 2004
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hmm... this should've been posted last friday night pa... dunno what went wrong =(with the body state i have right now, i can't believe i still have the energy to lift my arms on keyboard-level to convey my thoughts. wall climbing was not that bad. ok that's an understatement 'cause it was the best! to think i almost backed out yesterday! it's a good thing i didn't. if i did, i wouldn't have "acquired" the following learnings: ehem, ehem... for P195, it was an activity that allowed me to push myself to my limitsthe normal vertical-wall type wasn't...
Kamis, 04 November 2004
Rabu, 03 November 2004
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some annoying things about my morning:hearing mike enriquez's voice over the radio... so annoying! extremely annoying!sleeping for only 5 hours because of telebabad. lousy! slept at 2 am (this item has a corresponding reason to smile item )crying just a little for certain reasonsbeing free but not being free at allPGMA claiming that the philippine's financial status is improvingreturning to my old vice of drinking coffee. tibok tibok (that's my heart thumping hard again!)but there are reasons to smile still:watching episodes 3 to 6 of smallville...
Selasa, 02 November 2004
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guess what? i'm chatting with ivan right now. i went online to post how boring my day was... and there he is... the charming and sometimes sungit but equally lovable ivan... greeted me with a cute "te musta ka na" no punctuation marks parang walang emotions but so cute! i miss this kid! now i have something more interesting to talk about!i'm pouring it all out with a 12-yr old kid, who's pouring it all out as well! =) cuteee! we're talking about serious stuff here! crushes and studies! haha! i love hearing from kids! i love how they sulk or get...
Senin, 01 November 2004
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haaay... watched my sassy girl again, this time with win. yesterday was with ma and kuya... the other day with office buddies... hmmm... looks like i forced everybody at home to watch the film (thanks to rv for lending me the dvd!). they liked it too no! hmm... manang hasn't watched it yet.only, i didn't like the girl being so violent. plus the guy being so overly submissive. sumkinuva oa but overly cute din naman! hmm... true story pala sya. i checked out the review and it pretty much tells everything about it. great ending! totally cool!earlier,...
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last night, we went to manila memorial (with ma, kuya, win, and tito corny) to check out how papa, lolo, and lola are doing... haha =) they seem rather peaceful naman and happy. papa's his usual silent self haha! we brought this blanket and made latag on the grass. win and i went off to buy pizza... guess what, we got lost! haha! i called kuya pa to fetch us... tange... naligaw sa memorial haha! i was cleaning my room this afternoon and i saw "our one only picture". stared at it for about 10 mins... reminisce konti... smiled a little... and put...
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