no pain, no gain. no death, no life

amazing how you have to undergo pain in order to taste the sweetness that comes after it... =)amazing how you have to die a couple of times and then rise again with only smiles and bliss... =)amazing how you have to scar and mar only to be pampered and cared for and showered with the greatest hugs and kisses in the end... =)amazing how you have to give up the plastic pearl necklace and accept the genuine thing... when you learn to give up the less essential things in life, that's when an amazing gift is presented to you... and you get overwhelmed...

pros and cons

of what? of being single hehe... i found this post sitting for the longest time in the drafts section of my phone. march 31, 2005. hehe i was still single then... this is funny... prosyou can flirt...with anybody heheyou don't have to worry about somebody's whereabouts and what-aboutsyou don't have to inform anybody (well, of course, your mom) about your whereabouts and what-aboutsno petty quarrelsgimmick every week or every other day with friendsyou have the license to be friendly with EVERYBODYyou don't have to worry if somebody's cheating on...

wonderful

everything is just that... again thanks for understanding.... everything: from the nature of my work to my seemingly kakulangan of affection hehe and to my inhibitions. inhibitions... i have too much of that but i guess everybody knows why. don't want to change a thing. everything's perfect =). let's keep it that way. thank you....

my 2nd outing (pa lang? tag-ulan na eh)

SS goes to puerto del sol, pangasinan... mega-habang byahe pero we didn't mind masaya naman...biyahilo nooot! hehe though the travel time was roughly 6 hours, it was pretty fun 'cause we had all the time in the world to execute the dance step... woohoo! sa kahit anong music hehe ayos sya.nottie mega-miss ito kay donna. it was the first outing that donna was not with us... it was really different, missing her and all. we just imagined that she was there with us. hehe we were actually talking to her... mga baliw!meron ako. what a luck, eh?! i was...

aaargh...

lecheng hormo...

sorry, i'm just not successful pa

hay... sorry po. 1 million times ko nang inulit. if i could only punch myself kanina... well, it was really out of my control. if i could, i would have done something and everything to get there... ON TIME! hehe.but i guess i'm not yet successful. joey defined success as doing what you want at any time and any place.hmmm... if i were successful, by 5:15, i would have clicked the off button of my pc. kebs kung di pa tapos ang review hehe! kebs kung di pa na-sesave ang files. i want to leave and be somewhere else right now. hehe... but i'm not yet...

si cecille: another maid story (but not the usual)

hay... it's been quite some time since manang II left... or was "asked" to leave.kay hirap talga nang walang kasama sa bahay... di naman medyo laging disaster yung bahay namin no?!? at nalilinis lang sya pag may darating na bisita - hehe kung may time. minsan nakakainis kasi ang dumi-dumi nya tapos 'di mo naman malinis kasi bagsak ka na pag-uwi mo... pag weekends, may lakad ka pa. sus!oh well. our neighbor, lola mary, asked us if we want to have a kasama sa bahay. though my mom swore we'll never have another maid again, she gave in to the offer...

friday the 13th

this is probably the weirdest friday the 13th... hehe... well... for me... what the heck...everything is just so weird. i don't even know if it's for real... but it's really weird... both ways, i'm fine =) ok? ...

mainit ang panahon

grabe na itu... i think it has never been THIS hot!!! super sira na ba ang ozone layer kaya para na tayong mga daing na tao? hehe...it's starting to rain somehow... pero parang it gets warmer when it rains. grabe!!! hello... the sad thing is... for this year, once pa lang ako nakapag-swim. twice kung isasama yung pamumundok (naks npa) namin na may swimming. pero ok lang hehe para nde masyadong maitim... slight lang mwehehe...

happiness

Happiness is two kinds of ice creamFinding your skate key, telling the timeHappiness is learning to whistleTying your shoe for the very first timeHappiness is playing the drum in your own school bandAnd happiness is walking hand in handHappiness is five different crayonsKnowing a secret, climbing a treeHappiness is finding a nickelCatching a firefly, setting him freeHappiness is being alone every now and thenAnd happiness is coming home againHappiness is morning and eveningDaytime and nighttime, tooFor happiness is anyone and anything at allThat's...

collide

*stuck on my mind for almost a month now... not that it's tugma in my life or anything... sarap lang pakinggan. =)The dawn is breakingA light shining throughYou're barely wakingAnd I'm tangled up in youYeahI'm open, you're closedWhere I follow, you'll goI worry I won't see your faceLight up againEven the best fall down sometimesEven the wrong words seem to rhymeOut of the doubt that fills my mindI somehow findYou and I collideI'm quiet you knowYou make a frist impressionI've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mindEven the best fall down...

office na

yey! balik office na ko. i missed my cube, my desk, my keyboard, my monitor (na unusually maliit ang font ngayon), my teammates, my drawer, my eeyore pillow (na marumi na ngayon), my friends, my batchmates, my family, my pantry, my life here, and my ...i missed everything. and now i'm back! woohoo!*pero miss ko rin yung mga friends ko doon =( kakamiss din...