how will you take it?

hay... i know telling the truth is the RIGHT thing to do... but what if telling the truth would make it impossible for some of the "essential" and "necessary" things to push through? twisting some of the facts would be a remedy, but bending some facts means NOT telling the truth; therefore a lie.i have no idea how you'll take it, but i guess the bottom line is trust. i know you trust me and i don't want to break this wonderful gift you've given me.i have two options:muster a zillion and one tons of guts and say it point blank... give it a shot...two...

5am

and i'm still here. i've been here for 16 hours. argh... and i'm still getting a lot or variations in my data! my goodness... i thought there's this word.. hmmm... STANDARD? apparently it's an alien term for some. argh... thank you for understanding me still... despite the oddness and irregularity of my work-clock (and my body clock just the same) hehe... despite the constant change of plans... and the seemingly snob attitude for your motivations (which are very much super dooper appreciated)... and the weekend-lang-ang-kita-every-two-weeks-kse-2nd-(and-3rd)-shift-ako...

shake it! shake it! hehe =)

hehe... announce ko lang... nood kayo ng star in a million ah... may friend ako dun from lcg... si shake (ardie shane) =) galing na bata yun hehe! napanood tuloy ako ng star in a million. =) woohoo!nood kayo ah...

siguro...

pwede ko nang papalitan ang home address ko ng SPI Technologies, Inc., PITC bldg. achuchuchu hihi...bakit? you may ask... kasi dito na ko nakatira hihi! for the past week, my life drama has been... wake up at 10am -> go to work -> work like a slave 'til 3am or 4am -> walk home -> sleep -> wake up at 10am... (syempre may constant checks yan... so it's not that bad) gosh... kawawa naman katawan pagod na.ayan walang patawad, sunday, nasan ako? imbis na nasa bahay at nakatunganga or nakikipaglandian... hihi ayos... andito ako sa SPI...

observations...

first day of work after the long weekend.newbies --->there are 1 million new employees here at SS sheesh... the new batch is composed of around 30 people ata. wow... we're really growing, huh? i also realized that i've been here for more that three years and the newbies are most probably 3 yrs (+) younger than me. i'm old(er)! hehe! grabe they all look so young!natipos ako... ---> ya uh! with my new hair cut! i observed that when you request your manggugupit to trim off 3 inches from your hair, they double it! so he slashed off a good 6 inches...

unwell no more + nursing the sick

i'd like to thank my mom for making me well. =) so they do work... honey and calamansi and salabat... those were enough to ward off the evil spirits in me. hehe may sapi pala.ok. so i had too much rest. that made me well =)... so well!so... papa mike and i went out to watchamovie na... mr. and mrs. smith. ayos. good watch ito. very good. super funny talga sya, medyo exag pero kakatuwa naman. siguro kahit may sakit pa rin ako, papanoorin ko pa rin to.=)i'm so glad i'm feeling better now, kaso lang, 2 of the men i love most (in the entire universe)...

bum and reyna ng praning

ayan... official bum na ako for 2 days. kami ng mom ko. as she said, "grabe 2 araw na tayong nakatiwangwang dito sa bahay. 'di rin pala masaya". and i thought i could last for years just being in the house doing nothing... not working and all.masarap na nakakabugnot din palang maging bum. promise, bigla na lang umiinit ang ulo ko nang walang dahilan. tatahimik na lang ako and nde magre-react sa kahit anong makita ko. is it because wala akong magawa or... dahil... never mind. arrrggh... i have monthly posts like this, at hindi sya nakakatuwa. hehe....

wish i were...

weekend... it's a beautiful day outside... not too scorching, yet not raining. the sun's a little lazy, but just fine, just right.and as the mole on my talampakan insinuates, i wish i were elsewhere. maybe:walking non-stop, leading to nowhere or cozily watching mr. and mrs. smith in a movie house somewhere in makati (with sir and 2 moms)or madagascar somewhere in manila (with the girls)or drinking kape somewhere out there with someoneor hearing mass at 6pm, not 615 or 630, somewhere in greenbeltor attending a wake, and possibly a cremation ceremony...

tired

yeah... that's how i feel right now. tired and almost sick. i've been coughing and sneezing like hell at work... groaning and sighing and all...if i had a stress-o-meter with me right now, i'd probably break it into pieces hehe... it won't probably handle the amount of stress i have in my system. sigh... i sooo want to just lie down, have a good massage... sige kahit wala nang massage. just lie down and fall in the deepest most peaceful slumber...oh... a cuddle is good =) i'd love to have a good cuddle right now......

5th of june

remembering my fatherjune 5... my late father's birthday. if he were still with us, we would've gone to antipolo church to hear mass. it was a tradition that we had... he didn't hear sunday masses, but strived to keep up to the june-5-antipolo-day and christmas masses.what are some of the things i associate with my father? let me recall only the good ones. give tribute to the man who almost tried his best to be a good husband and father.cheek lamutak when i was a kid, he used to pinch my cheeks really hard... and my mom would sternly say, "lamog...

talk about impromptu

it came out of nowhere... girl 1: tara, swimming tayo sa saturday!girl 2: tara! saan?girl 3: kahit saan!girl 4: sige! tara! bahala na basta meet tayo office 10am saturday.bringing only ourselves, our wallets, cell phones, and swim suits, we hit the road and headed off to laguna...we had a quick lunch at red ribbon and then we dropped by walter mart for a few groceries... by few, i mean supplies-that-could-last-for-a-week. we didn't know where we're...