photograph and buko juice

what a weird combination :)i was having a shower after i cleaned our room. i don't know why all of a sudden i started to sing ariel rivera's "photograph". full of emotion ang pag-awit kong para bang may pinagdaraanan ako! hehehe wow. i can't even relate with the song but i don't know why it seeped into the [shallow] crevices of my mind.i still have a photograph of youi've keep it all these yearsi guess it would make you laugh to knowit still brings back the tearsfrom another place and timewhen your love was minewow, and then my thoughts ran to...

earth hour in spirit

i was so excited to take part in the earth hour. i was planning to have chocolate ice cream in the sala with the housemates during the one-hour-lights-off session. i was imagining we'll tell crazy stories and laugh out loud. this is something good that we could do for mother earth, i thought.it didn't push through. come 6pm, we went to hear the anticipated mass and then have dinner at nihon mura after the mass. we didn't make it home at 8:30. too bad. to take part somehow, i shut down my laptop and switched off all lights and electricity plugs...

your firsts

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?- hmm, i didn't have dates on my junior and senior proms.2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?- no3. What was your first alchololic drink?- tequila4. What was your FIRST job?- OJT at amkor laguna as software engineer. first real job was at spi tech as software engineer.5. What was your FIRST car?- none6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?- mike7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?- mike... napanaginipan ko e8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?- mrs. dela cruz! she was one scary teacher....

in love

i was ill today. my abdominal pain started yesterday afternoon, it went away, then the pain hit again this morning. i called in sick and went to the doctor for a check. i wasn't expecting that the doctor will pin down what's wrong with me. i was only after the MC. ang hatol ni doc: kabag. wow.i didn't take the medicines he gave me. i don't think i need meds for gas. wow marunong pa ko kay doktor! i just took glasses of warm water. pain is still there...

remind me again why i don't love coffee

my heart palpitatesi get jumpy and sweaty and nervousi'm like on drugsi want to throw upi feel acidicbut i like coffee...

i have completed the zara series

este... i have completed the twilight series pala hehe. marlon borrowed the 1st book so i could only show 3. hehe. i don't know what hit kuya when he decided to cover the books using zara paper bags. dyahe tuloy pag nagbabasa sa bus, people tend to stare when they see the cover. they seem to think, what is this crazy girl doing reading a zara book? and what is a zara book?my favorites are books 3 and 4. i could tell because i didn't want to put them...

anong ginagawa ni wawin?

a. nagtatanggal ng buntot ng togeb. nagtitiris ng garapata or lisac. nananahid. none of the aboveang tumpak na sagot ay: d! dahil nag gugupit sya ng kuko! pareho sila ni kuya na ganyan gumamit ng nail cutter. i find it a bit weird. weird brothers. eeew.miss you, w...

at the end of the rainbow

my worries are eating me aliveit's hard to think positively on days like thislife is indeed a wheel - you can't always stay on the topyou can't be tucked in the safest confines of your comfort world foreveri feel so hunted and hauntedwhat's next after the cleanup?i am on my insane mode. times like this, i just can't eat a juicy fruit gum. hehe. times like this, i feed my mind with the nastiest thoughts. it's like feeding cancer cells so they could...

adorable foot

bus 36 was packed with people rushing home. i was standing. in front of me was a mom with her 2 adorable kids. the older one appears to be 4 yrs old, the baby was around 6 months old.he (for all i know, he could be a she) was this bald cutie. his skin was soooo white, his eyes were blue. he was staring at me. most of the time, he was playing with his brother's ears and nose and eyes. his his foot was dangling in front of me. i just had to secretly...

a minute of thought - on feeling good

i feel great today! so it's not about the rain and it's not about the pms. i had both today... well, minus the headache... but i feel absolutely fine. in fact, great! i feel i am full of energy even if i just had a mug of choco for breakfast! yey!...

bubbles

they have this giant inflatable pool in front of parkway mall. and they have giant bubbles... kids could get inside the bubbles and play bump-bubbles with other kids! wow! i love it! i wish i could "ride" a bubble once in my lifetime! hehehe. it looks soooo fun! it's very tempting to ask if they allow adults to play too. but that would be a stupid question... hmm...

wonderful things to do

i'm feeling down. pms and rain - a bad combination. i have a terrible headache. i look out the window and i see the melodramatic rain pouring, purring, sending my emotions in a swirl of negative vibes. argh.i suddenly think that i'm turning 29 and i haven't made anything of substance or significance in my life yet. what have i done, actually? hmmm... ponder, ponder. i couldn't be proud. all i could say is i've done things that are sort of "required" and "standard" in this society. so far, i've finished a four-year course and i've set my ship on...

light and shade

i love the view from our window. the clouds become an art canvass and each picture is so unique everyday. God is so great! sometimes i sit by the window and pause and stare at the great view outside. i am mababaw. i know.this is a blue gray painting, the sun just hid behind the row of houses. darkness is starting to envelope this side of the world!this is a yellow-orange art work. the clouds are on a roll. the sun is still exuding a sense of power...

haven

we went to the library to kill some time. medyo high tech ang library nila :) nakakaaliw. to borrow books, you have to become a member and pay a yearly fee of 50sgd (if you're not a PR) or 10sgd (if you're a PR). they'll give you an atm-like card as your library card. to borrow books, you go to kiosks, you put the book on this borrowing device, and insert your card in the card slot. that's it! no more stern-looking librarians wearing their hair on...

completed!!!

sa wakas! ayaw ko nang magpuyat! hehehe! good bye, cake man...

i am an addict

cake mania addict! woohoo! d na ako makaalis sa level na to. linsyak...hehe sorry ayaw ma-rota...

and he's gone

i remember when i received wawin's last phone call yesterday. He was on his way to his boarding gate and he was on his way to fly back to the far, far away land that is home. :( and we felt sorrow. Last sunday night, while he was packing his things, the drama began. Ate couldn't take it and broke into sobs. So did wawin. It's the first time I saw him cry since papa's death some 11 years ago.Kuya seemed strong and didn't break down. He remained busy,...