oh, holy night

just got home from a rather holy night-out haha! it was our ex parish priest's dinner treat at blue wave. had bacon and asparagus tempura and it was yum! and the sushi's good! hmmm...



on our way home, we saw some of father's friends from the rogationist; aaah they looked cute, drinking coffee, all dressed in white shirts... mymy! some of them were soo pogi haha! plenty of time to get out of the seminary! and "befriend" us haha! they all looked so neat and kind and goody-goddy in their white shirts. one was even wearing a white shirt with a teddy bear print aaaah... cutie! kung pede lang makijoin sa coffee-drinking session nila e... haha! pag-interesan ba ang mga kaparian? haha! onti na nga lang sila e!



sa ride home, we asked fr. about the da vinci code and angels and demons... well, of course he negated it. he said those were mere speculations. i dunno, dan brown somehow convinced me with his "speculations"... but as grandpapa-guy-in-da-vinci-code-or-angels-and-demons-nde-ko-sure (ang haba hehe) asked his grand daughter, "would it matter if you knew those facts?"... no, it doesn't really matter. 'cause i still know what i believe in... foundation's quite good. =)



* i dunno what it is with guys and white shirts... and eyeglasses. attractive talga for me haha! or guys in white shirt and kalbo (or semi-kalbo lang)... attractive din! hmmmm...

2 plans down the drain

nothing much to nag about... i've been pretty busy in the office... hanep! as if! yeah, it's true! i was really beezee this week! defensive! kontrahin ba ang self? haha!



well, it's another weekend. my mom and i were supposed to hit the road and have this trip to laoag tonight (together with ma's friend). but there were a few hassles so to cut it short, we didn't go. sayang. it could've been a perfect bonding aka pictorial activity with my momma!



the second purnada gimik is our supposedly red-box-night gimik (with QA people). we postponed the night-out so the boot campers could take a rest tonight. hopefully, we'll get through with the plan next friday. biritan itu!!! hehe! ehem ehem... the rules say: no practice! come as you are!



tomorrow, i have no clear plans yet, but i hope i'll just be a regular bum so i could heal my literally broken and hurting heart. haha! funny my mom told me that i shouldn't lock my door tonight, just in case. haha pa-paranoidan kami ng mom ko!



i was also browsing through my past posts... haha i have a funny life! actually, i was hoping i could someday look back at my bitter posts and just laugh at them. and now, i just did! it's good! now this is the good transition i'm talking about. =) weee!

OA queen

i'm having these chest pains again... i feel it when i inhale, like big needles pricking my heart. i wait for a couple of seconds, and try to inhale again. basta it's like a pinching feeling and i can't really breathe well. basta masakit since early this morning pa... why? am i dying soon? sigh...



just in case, i have an "exit letter" for you guys:



dear ma, kuya, wawin, and friends,



i want you to know... i love you all and i treasure every moment i had with you guys... you all made my life extraordinary.

thanks for sharing my short but meaningful life with me. I thank God that our paths have crossed; it made me realize that life is really wonderful.

thanks for all the heart aches and pains, without them i may not have been a complete human. thanks for the countless laughters and smiles, these all graced my existence.

if i may have hurt you sometime in the past, i now say i'm sincerely sorry. please forgive me. and i now forgive all those who have hurt me.

if tomorrow, i may not be given the chance to see the sunrise again, i have cleansed my heart and i have expressed my love to all my treasures in life.



love,

caths



OA no? geez! hormones! haha!

3253

This is funny! I turned my phone dictionary on while composing my serendipity post. While trying to spell "fate", I accidentally punched in the keys 3,2,5,3. A word appeared, but it wasnt the word i was looking for so i hit the * key.. And there it was.. The 4letter name mentioned somewhere here in my blog.. Naloka ako sa sequence ng 2 words na yun! Did i say i accidentally hit 3253? Theres no such thing as an accident nga e! It was meant to make me laugh! HAHA!

serendipity

Last night, on our way home, we were listening to the soundtrack of serendipity. Allen said it was a very good record and i said to myself that yeah, i should get a copy someday.



I was channel surfing earlier when i chanced to see serendipity over this channel (whose station id, btw, resembles the logo of mcdonalds).. I remember watched that movie a long time ago with kuya. I didn't forget the plot but i forgot the details already.. I heard a couple of good lines. something like "there is no such thing as accident; everything happens for a reason and eventually constitutes to a grand plan. And this makes up your fate or your destiny".



Yeah, its a feel-good movie. If only it happens in real life.. Im saying this because i haven't experienced my own true-to-life-feel-good-movie yet.. One that will endure all tests of time and space and, yeah, maybe even distance - the most ominous barrier of them all. But i'm pretty sure others have their own feel-good tales to tell.. Proof that some time in the future, i'll forget that once in my life i said, "oh, stop! it only happens in

the movies!". =)

rape!!!

i saw the most disturbing thing yesterday. i watched "weirdest behavior caught on tape" and there was this video which showed a man with his pants off (knee-level; maybe he was trying to make ebs in the jungle) and an animal (i think it was a small elephant or hippo, i can't really remember). at first it seemed that the animal was only chasing the guy. since the man's pants were on his knees, he was having a difficulty running, so he just did his best to push the animal away... and then it appeared that the animal was really horny... goodness! somehow the animal managed to push the man down, the man's butt now exposed... and then!!! the animal started humping the guy! i couldn't really tell if the animal "got in"... but it looked really sick! the man was helpless and was literally "raped" by the animal... so animals could be rapists too?!? and they don't only rape their own kind? geeeeez! that really is disturbing!



i know this is a worthless post... but i can't help but post it!!! my goodness...

some annoying but amusing signs i look like a kid...

scenario 1: while running a bank errand for my mom, the banker (thinking that i was just a HS kiddo) was not treating me seriously. as in like joking around with me like i was a kid nga. he asked for an id and i presented my then college id. his eyes widened and he said "kolehiyala ka na pala!". it was then that he dealt with me seriously! haha!

scenario 2: my mom, kuya, and i were going to the casino (hey slot machine lang po ang alam ko ah!). syemps, the security people asked for my age. well, they were not convinced so mega ask pa sila when my birth year was! eventually, they let me in din naman. hello! do i look like a liar?!? haha! funny pa nga, i kept on psyching in my mind that "i'm above 18, i'm above 18..." so i blurted out tuloy "18" when they asked for my age... e i was 20 na ata that time... haha! bawi tuloy ako "20 pala hehe sorry".

scenario 3: the immigration officers at the airport sternly said, "ay pag minor po, kailangan ng DSWD permit bago makalabas ng bansa...". my mom said, "24 na yan". ayaw makinig haha! insisted that they require the DSWD permit... finally she had some sense in her system, and looked at my birth date... hello!!! 1980 yan! shouldn't you look at facts and not the physical hitsura?!? my gaaasss!

scenario 4: this happens quite often during reunions or gatherings with our relatives or my mom's friends. the usual how-are-the-kids stuff? then once they knew that i'm already working for almost 3 yrs now, ok eyes wide talga and, "huwaaaaaat? working na?!?! muka lang pinabili ng suka!" hay naku gasgas na yang linya na yan! 1billion times na sinasabi sakin! pede ba ibahin... "para lang pinabili ng candy" wag naman suka hello?!?! hehe umapila pa!



oh well, amusing nga (although annoying na rin minsan). better to be small and look young than be small na nga and look old pa, right? =) oh, petite is a better term! in fairness, HS-or-college-girl-look-alike na ko... nde na elementary harharhar talga!